The first of many poems to go on here

I've decided to put some of my poetry on here. I'll start with older stuff and YADDA YADDA YADDA. so, enjoy... and please feel free to criticize (nicely)

The Truth of a mirror

03/08/07

The cold smooth glass that stares back,

The insight that only it holds.

It speaks to me saying, you poor child

All those emotions and you're smiling.

I know your smile is a mask,

I see what others don't.

I see that you want to give up inside,

The you struggle, and try so hard.

And yet everyone is against you.

I will never lie to you... I will always show you who you are.

Trust me, know me, love me,

As I do you.

All will be well as soon as you become lost within me.

Who cares what others think!

You are no narcissist!

You deserve the truth,

The truth that only I can give...

The truth of the mirror.

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Unknown date probably summ 06

Sepparate on earth,

Together in her heart.

She wants to be there,

But it's falling apart.

She wants him to realize,

How much she cares.

She'll hold back her feelings,

And always be there.

She will watch as he plays,

And cry as he sleeps.

Never letting him know,

How often she weeps.

A morbid little love poem to describe our life.

2007 sometime

You slammed through the door into my life.

And with the very first touch, slipped me a knife.

Teaching me how to slowly carve.

And how eventually to empty my heart.

I needed you, you abandoned me.

When I got away, you pulled on my leash.

Now I sit and wait, needing you agian.

Hating myself, for not letting it end.

Freedom's what I need, Despair is what I get.

Yet I can't seem to escape the power of your net.

Please just let me go, please just bring me near.

Please just one more time... Whisper in my ear.

Please tell me how you love me,

And how I'm the one you need.

Please tell me all your lies,

Of how you'll wait for me.

Please lie to me, fill me full of false hopes.

Daring me to push that blade to my throat.

Please show me how I need you, and how I just might die

If I can't be with you, to fulfill a love divine.

The love that always existed, the one I'll always know,

And if you were to leave me, I wouldn't know where to go.

So please hole fast to my leash, and do not let me choose.

So if I dare stray... I'll always come back to you.

Always keeping this blade in my heart,

sometimes near my throat, reminding me.

Of how I'll love you forever,

And how you're the one I need.

Always that painful reminder

of this "divine" love

And this poor little "saint"

That needs her dark angel.

I needed you, You abandoned me.

When I got away, you pulled on my leash.

Now I sit and wait, needing you again.

Hating myself for not letting it end.

I can't escape you...

Well there ya go, three of my old poems. Hope you enjoyed!!!

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