finding vivid memories

I stumbled upon this blog last night. And read about myself as though I were not the one who wrote it. I honestly forgot I had created this. I do not write much anymore, and judging by the fact that no one I am following has been on in over a year, I doubt this will even be read. Yet here I am... typing away on my little smart phone. Life has become interesting, to say the least. I find myself engaged and playing the mother role with someone I never even thought would be my other half. And yet he is just that. After almost two years, I can't really imagine my life without him... or his beautiful little boy. Those who used to be major parts of my life have either turned away, or turned against me. And I sedomly even speak to those I designated as "family" in my first post. Aw, how things change so greatly in such a small time. It is as though by choosing this path, I left those behind me. It saddens me, but sometimes I feel I am honestly better off. I will try to update more often then once a year. But for now I must get ready for bed. Good night sweet world, with your sometimes bitter surprises.