The first of many I suppose

So, I'm not exactly sure what I'm supposed to do with one of these...

I guess I'll start by introducing my self.

HI, I'm ASHES! There, now that we're properly introduced....

So The last 24+ hours have been pretty interesting. I spent them with the two greatest girl friends in the world! (Lucki and Cameo) and lets just say there's never a dull moment with those two. Between Cameo blasting the Macarana (probably didn't spell that right) and doing the dance in front of my house (in a predominantly mexican neighborhood) and us playing with moon sand before dinner, we always know how to keep ourselves entertained.

So, there have been a lot of firsts in these 24+ interesting hours, and I'll share some of them with you...

1. Tried a martini! YUM

2. Also tried Cameo's drink (sex with Cameo) very interesting

3. Played with moon sand

4. found out what happens when you heat up a clear marble then throw it in cold water

5. Learned the story behind the "paul is dead" thing from the beatles and the story behind "give peace a chance".

6. Cast a circle

7. Got a smudging

8. Opened my Chakras

9. slept over at the girl's house

10. starting this blog

11. Went to laughter Yoga class (that's a whole nother blog in itself!)

12. and I'm sure various other things that I'm too damn lazy to talk about.

SO, I figure I'll rip off my GF's and introduce people you'll probably be seeing in this blog...

So, This is me... AND yes, I am a total retard. Although I don't believe in new years resolutions, I do make goals. My goal this year is to focus on myself and not take life too seriously... SO far SO good! I don't really know how to describe myself, but I'll try my best... and hope that my friends add anything they feel I've missed. I'm probably the most random person that's functional (and I use the term functional lightly) I can fit a different "clik" almost on a daily basis. My life it ruled by my mood. If I had to identify with anyone it would be goth... mainly because I like black and think goth people are hot. But you will almost always catch me with a smile. I am very open minded. Chances are, if you're not... the situation gets VERY awkward rather quickly! I don't have time for people who are too damn judgemental to realize we are all different versions of the same thing. I love the people in my life dearly, and those that have stuck with me (even the new ones) are my family. Chances are if you hurt them, you're in for an ass kicking... either emotionally, mentally, or if I'm up to it... physically. Don't get me wrong I absolutely hate violence, but I've learned that it's a necessary part of Nature. I am a very passionate person, and don't commit to anything without taking it seriously. Look, I could sit here and write this thing all damn day, and not adequately describe myself... SO, if you want to get to know me, make an effort!

My two oldest friends. Better known as My brudder mike (left) and The one that's always going to be in my life, Patrick (obviously right). I've known Mike pretty much my whole life, and Patrick the better part of it. If I have family in the friendship sense this is it! These are my two best male friends, and I seriously don't know what I would do without them. These two are to blame for me being the way I am. Between introducing me to MANSON (among many other bands) and pushing me to express myself in all my gothic beauty... well let's just say my mom blames them for "ruining" me :) These boys have seen me at my worst! I love you both!

The two most beautiful girls I know! AKA My sexy ass girl friends! Cameo (left) and Lucki (again, obviously right). Oh man, what can I say about these two???? Again, there is NEVER a dull moment! We met in ASL last semester, and started hanging out when Cameo told me to stop being a loser and come eat lunch with them instead of by myself. Yeah, she's just that awesome. These "bad influences" have pretty much taken me under their wing. They are truly inspiring! Watching them walk into a room holding hands without one ounce of hesitation makes me smile everytime. And watching some of the looks we get when the three of us are in public is just priceless! Although I have to answer the straight culture trivia every once in a while... I wouldn't trade hanging out with them in the world. As we say at least once a week... we were meant to be friends.

Of coarse there will be other people in here, but I'm not going to go steal their pics (again I'm lazy... deal with it!)

So, the basic plan for this blog is to document my life in the next year, and maybe even longer. I'll put my writings, bitchings, maybe even a few songs on here. I hope you enjoy reading it as much as I do writing it.... or I at least hope it successfully wastes your time! Either way Enjoy

~*ASHES*~

PS I will probably make MANY spelling errors, if it bothers you..... OH WELL :)